2.11.2010

Dusty Uniforms and Tape Recordings: A Memory Essay in the Format of N. Scott Momaday's The Way to Rainy Mountain


The soft dryness of the dirt under my fingertips was exciting; I was actually touching the dirt that felt Luis Aparicio sliding safely into second base. Linda and I went through the wool White Sox uniforms that the laundry people dumped just outside of the locker room. The night had been on the cool side so the players had to use the wool uniforms instead of the cotton ones which were for warmer weather. We were searching for loose change the players might have forgotten in their pockets. They used to have to carry around quarters and nickels for the pop machines because no one provided Gatorade or other refreshments like the big shot players get today. It was a big win that day for the Sox so my dad and all the office people were upstairs at the bar, well, now it’s the stadium club but you know where that is. We hadn’t won for a few straight games so the victory was something for the club officials to celebrate even more—and the players too but they probably went out elsewhere. There would be quite a few toasts tonight which was good for us. We would have more time to run around the ballpark like we owned the place. I heard pounding footsteps echoing off the concourse ramps and knew that Bobby had figured out where we were. We all had been playing hide-and-seek behind the scoreboard until the time when Linda and I knew that the uniforms had been piled up. That’s when we snuck off to the locker rooms. It was a kid’s dream to be able to run around a ballpark and not get yelled at for making mischief. We were lucky that our dad worked for the Sox. That’s why we could play hide-and-seek on the lower concourses after the games. 
Until 1970, Major League ball clubs provided their players with cotton and wool uniforms. Between the mid-19th century and the 1950s, flannel, which was often a blend of cotton and wool, was the choice fabric for baseball uniforms (Dressed).  The Pittsburgh Pirates was the first team to “feature synthetic double-knit fabric, pull-over buttonless jerseys, and beltless pants” (Dressed). These uniform innovations quickly became popular; soon every Major League team, American or National, suited up in synthetic uniforms. The style blanketed the big leagues until 1993 “when the Cincinnati Reds became the last team to abandon pullover jerseys and beltless pants” (Dressed).
When I listen to the tape recording of CV I like to pretend that I knew him. I picture him sitting in the fourth row behind the net a little left of home plate. He would lean forward in concentration if he was really interested in a player otherwise his cool Southern composure came out in a laid back position. I press play and the mini tape recorder crackles to life sending out the smooth voice of my grandpa. He recounts the important specifics of a young lefty pitcher he saw throw a few hours earlier. I can hear him remembering the exact form of the player’s pitch. He says that the pitcher had a good arm but his control was “so-so”. The pitcher threw a pretty good fastball: one pitch was 89, maybe 90, miles per hour. CV hardly ever used a radar gun; my mom said it was because he had watched baseball for so many years that he could tell the difference between a 90 mile-an-hour and an 89. CV’s recorded voice is the only true memory I have of him. I imagine him best when I think about baseball. It is comforting to go to a Sox game and be a part of the same kind of atmosphere my grandpa loved.

Works Cited
Dressed to the Nines: A History of the Baseball Uniform. The National Baseball Hall of Fame and Museum. 2010. Web. 4 Feb. 2010.